90 Day Challenge. The world is changing quickly, so must we!

Is it just me or are ancient predications from the Bible, the Torah, Nostradamus, the Mayans, the Hopi and many other ancient texts now coming into fruition?  They say all ocean life will cease. We had the recent oil spill killing much sea life and just recently an unusual occurrence of millions of washed up fish on Redondo Beaches, which is close to my home, not to mention many similar stories spreading across the globe.

Earth quake after earth quake seems to be shaking our planets core which is also  written for the past and future. Within the past month New Zealand was hit and now Japan. They seem to be coming faster and faster. Tidal waves seem to be encompassing our planet.  Can anyone say The Next Great Flood?  I suppose I am blessed in the way of my knowing and feeling confident of my security from natural disasters and I guess if the Law Of Attraction should be secure in one area of thought, mine is. I have always felt our understanding of time is open to subject and I have always felt I shall live to an age of perhaps 200 years, though I won't mind if it is less. Infinity is as simple as no time, which Humanity made up.

Everything from ancient texts are now coming into our reality. Mother Gia, Mother earth, is preparing for a new vibration to radiate upon her soil. Our negative thoughts have weighed heavy upon her and she is preparing to shake it all off.  Or is it something else? Is something shady going on or is it that we are approaching 2012? The Mayan's obsession date as well as the timing that our earth will line up with our galactic center, aka the "black hole." This happens once every 5 or 6 thousand years or so.

Do we have control of our lives as The Law Of Attraction says? I know 100% that I will not be killed in a natural disaster, but how natural is it? I have read and heard from many sources that before every natural disaster many UFO sighting are reported. Check it out for yourself. Ever natural disaster has reports of UFO sighting just before. With advanced technology it would not be hard to start an earthquake, volcano eruption or any other natural disaster which would kill thousands. I'm not judging, I'm not blaming, all I'm doing is bringing up facts.  Google Japan 2011 and you will see March 1st many saw and video taped UFO sightings. It seems to me to be the biggest world cover up ever!

I have felt the need for some time now to buy a huge piece of land on a higher elevation. A land that many can live on, a solar powered place that many of similar divine beliefs can live in peace. Even kindergarden evelutionaries know things such as, Don't take another life or steal. I cant even eat animals as what right do I have to take another life if I don't need too. P.S. - I do cook carefully selected meats for my son and I never ever judge, for that is not my place.  All I am saying is we all need to be thinking happy thoughts and DO NOT let any of this scare you, as fear is our only enemy and it will get you if you let it. If you feel safe then you are safe. Funny how that has always been my strength thought, I have never feared my life for I know I am not getting out of it that easily. I have much to do here still.  :)

my 90 Day Challenge - The Relationship Yellow Flag

It's my birthday! After a weird yellow flag fifth date I decided to write this to my universal soulmate;

I want to thank you, my soul mate, my angle, for your endless support and love. Neither of us knew what time really meant before we signed up for this mission on earth. We only understood that we had infinity together never knowing that there could be a period of “time” in-between our infinity. We understood that time would be an extended thought here on Earth. In the words of the great Albert Einstein, time is relative. Who knew millions of years later that we would be stuck in different dimensions defined by this thing called time. I define it as I’m still here and you’re still there. We have become different vibrations working for the same lonely cause.

I wonder if you suffer as I do. I hope not. I think suffering is a Human condition. I know my suffering is an illusion of made up stuff, though every time I get knocked down it sure does feel real because only time can make you feel worn out and home sick. I often wonder if I hate or love being Human. I will pick love every time because I am here as such which makes love the better choice. Though I have always felt so very home sick. The only thing I’m sure of is that I so miss you!

You are always here for me in a way no human ever has been. Although I can’t touch you, I know you have not for one second ever left my side. Remembering you kinda’ sucks. I get discouraged because I cannot see you, touch you or kiss you. I yearn to hold you close. To be held by you seem like a confusing dream I can’t grasp though I know it’s real. That feeling of complete protection, truth and knowing I have not felt by any human. I trust you and yearn to find that divine trust in a mate. As humans we are meant to breed and pair up, though I am always without. You assure me that all will be okay and you rock my bleeding heart with temporary replacements.

 I have many a soul mate friend here on earth. My girlfriends are divine and are a balancing part of my core. But, do you want me to also find a good male mate here? There must be plenty of perfectly good qualified applicants, though I don’t know why I have not yet found one. I want a human, family-oriented, wanting more kids, fun loving, dog loving, generous, caring, laid-back man. I know I would make the best partner. I know any man would be lucky to have me. I am pure, honest, pretty, and dedicated. I also know what it takes to keep the spice alive! I am Goddess makings. I'm not shy to say.

 Today is my birthday. I had a fifth date tonight. He asked me a week ago to go to dinner for my birthday, I accepted. He seemed cool. He never pushed me for sex and we have only kissed thus far. He confirmed this morning but only confirmed back to my three earlier texts to sort out a plan at 7:20 pm.  He said he text me back a few times but I never received them. I was starting to think he was going to bail on my birthday last minute. I had not accepted many other birthday invites because I keep my word and plans always. If text messages don’t go through it is new news to me. If three supposed text messages don’t go through then yellow flags arise. But, no big deal, I did not dwell. We had a nice dinner then headed back to my place afterwards. (My son is away on a three-day school trip, as a solo single mom these times are valuable)  He then after 30 minutes at my place had a family emergency. I do understand those happen and am most understanding but he said he would call me and let me know what happened any would maybe come back over. That was four hours ago. It was not a HUGE emergency, and to be honest thinking back it all seems yellow flagish. None of it made sense but I don’t ever want to judge.  I called him and text, but no reply. Weird and odd and I must lay it to rest. I don't want to see him again. He did not treat me with the respect and kindness I would have in any situation. Am I wrong in this? Please let me know your thoughts because I saw him as potential, but after this night of pure reddish-yellow flagging would I not be smart to just move on?  PS The emergency was one that was  under control and was spotty to begin with. No reason why I did not get at least a phone call or text to let me know if he was coming back or not! To at least follow up with a "hey it's all okay!" It's weird and my inner alarms of common courtesy are wailing. 

I’m going to pull a random  tarot card…. Oh it says; "Release and Surrender; Open your arms and release the challenges that you’ve held tightly gripped within your hands. Open your hands, arms, and heart to our love and assistance.”

 PS-  I agree but I feel like I have and I do. So now what?